unspoken law. unknown law (at least to me)
Result: Get detained for more than 12 hours.

detained-a very nice word that im using. Infact, lock up sounds more appropriate for that situation. RAR.

Im rather glad that im back here cos the system over there is so bad that NO info/procedure is given to anyone.
Please be grateful that Singapore is such a nice place to be in though its rather small and can be boring at times.
Multi-cultural. Racially-blinded ((:

And for once. Im super bitchy. Thanks to that irritating fellow.

Tml-statment.

Though that is a place that no one will want to be in but it was quite a sight. At timess, ppl on duty suddenly had to became our "maids" when they were suppose to be in command. madness. Seriously, i wonder wad they are doing.

The place became chaotic went ppl started toking and shouting from one corner to another. Frenship/companionship was forge. Ppl panic. Some cried, some went on with sleepless night. Others consoled the emotionally unstable ones. We laughed, we smiled. it was a crazy place to be in.
If theres one place where you wanna see all different kind of emotions in one day. That would be it. but i suggest you do not go there.

Though we lost our freedom. Like totally. but i would say it was an experience BUT its something that no one wants to have a second time.

After one crazy day, i was back in sch. Totally drained and tired.
you will never believe where i was cos it somehow seems unreal.

ohohoh. On a side note, Jerangkang is super nice. Love the waterfall.
pictures the next time.

The girls came over today.
wahahas. The usual catching up and updates ((:
Its gonna be down to five of us in sg after yc leaves for aussie next Saturday. RAR

my head feels heavy the whole day. It must due to all the late nights that im having. this is bad. i need more rest. no more late nights. no more hanging out.

time to get back to my boring life of school work and lab report.

loves.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

COW.

Im having a very busy start to the new year. How about you?
Hope i dun burnt out cos of unnecessary stress. =/

Its been 2-3 days. Its still peaceful. great. im loving it ((: and i thank god for every additional day that i have.
What about you? ((: I have never treasure time like what i did ytd. Though most of the time we end up walking aimlessly and i, not knowing what to do!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! ((: HUAT AH!
Hope all of you get loads and loads of ang bao! =D

P.S. How are you all going to celebrate your CNY?
Mine? its gonna be filled with loads of gatherings as well as farewells.

Random:

Im never a pleaser. I do not sweet talk to get what i want.

Im frank. I do not like beating round the bush.

White dresses/shorts that can be seen through turns me off.
Just imagine i was in sch and first, i saw their colourful inner wear. Next was slightly better. But i could still see the shape -.- RAR. The third encounter was worst.
People people. totally unglam.

I have never been so into World News but i guess im forced to. I need to know what you are facing. I need to know whats happening out there.

For the second time, i feel kinda scare. The thought just turns me off. I hope 2 weeks will pass w/o a call.

i hope god wont take you away from me/from here. For ONCE, i seriously wish for WORLD PEACE.

P.S. This entry wasnt suppose to make you feel bad/worst or what not. I know what has to come will come ((: loves.

Ever thought about what you wanna achieve in the next 2 years.? ((:
There's so much that i wanna do. Like what you say, im still exploring around. Looking and trying whatever that comes my way.

1. INSTEP for exchange to UK
2. US Camp Counsellor
3. Learn Diving
4. Overseas CIP
   
5. Take up a weekly sport
6. Backpack
7. Start thinking about what i want to do after i grad.
8. Eeerrr start being more girl and wear dresses?

Talking about point 8, i was shopping at far east ytd and i couldnt find a single skirt/short/jeans that i like.
Reason being: The whole place was selling dresses. Tube dress, kimono dress blah blah blah.

Maybe. Just maybe. I should get 1 kimono dress. Plus! if i get dress i no longer haf to hunt for 2 piece clothes. Sounds good? Wahahas.

Oh. If i go off to UK next sem. I would have to spend my 21st birthday over there. RAR.My beloved subcomm + zQ
Not in Pic: Weiliang, lauren and Elizabeth

Ultraviolet

school started for a week now.
Nothing much have change other den this sem's CORE needs alot of practice.
and it doesnt help when my school doesnt provide any tutorials for CORE modules now. *FORCED independent learning*

Im loving FOOT more as the days draws nearer.
And i wun deny that im still learning.
Looking forward to all the plannings and recees that we have. love stirring shit about them and getting updates about their personal life and digging secrets out from ppl. hahas. they make me smile. Night cycling Recee next.. Cycle Cycle.
You. I saw the changes in you. Appreciate it and thanks for it. It makes me open up to you more easily. Now, what do i have to improve on?
Just watched Angus Thongs and perfect snogging. wahhaahs! the show is rather hilarious. most importantly, aaron johnson is hot ((:
ohoh. the song "Ultraviolet" by Stiff Dylans. you should check it out.

RAR. bf is still conducting a camp now. Hopefully, he enjoys himself. He said campfire was bad but i think he has too high of an expectation for himself. You are the best campfire emcee i have seen and know so far. Chill and relax. I believe it was the best for the kids ((:

if things could be much much simpler..
Suddenly l.o.v.e isnt just about 2 person.
i see other factors pouring in.

I guess i knew it right from the start things wld turn out like tt.
but the stubborn me just refuse to face it right frm den.
i never want to give up a battle w/o giving it a try.

but... today. things seem alil different.
I appreciate and really love the "never give up" attitude from you.
I thank you for everything tat happen
but whatever happen ytd seems like a very big warning to me
or more like i see myself falling out with her..
i dun wanna turn into a rebellious person
i know im suppose to fight for the things i love
but how can i fight when everything matters so much to me

How can i fight when suddenly it feels like the ending is set.
(the word is feel)
In fact, i dun see a perfect ending from her
They are stubborn ppl to begin with.
Ppl who doesnt change their minds
Its not as easy as you think
I know you will never give up
but.. being in my shoes how would you feel.
I know the answer would be : i will never give up

but.. im different.
probably im not as mentally strong as you
or maybe im just afraid
maybe only i know them best
but i do not know how to put it across

I do not want things to fall apart.
I do not want to hurt them
A happy ending after a long painful journey.
Nope i do not want them to be sad just to get what i want
How many must i hurt to get what i want
thats too selfish
At least for me.
They matter alot to me

I understand where you are coming from
but shes firm with her stand

I need you to understand, whatever happens..
be it good or bad.
happy ending or sad ending
im not like the rest
i will not regret
rather i will thank you for everything that happen

dun live for me. dun live for love
cause your existence matters
and it hurts to knw that if there is no love i would rather not exist ever again

I see where both of us are coming from.