woohoo.

if things could be much much simpler..
Suddenly l.o.v.e isnt just about 2 person.
i see other factors pouring in.

I guess i knew it right from the start things wld turn out like tt.
but the stubborn me just refuse to face it right frm den.
i never want to give up a battle w/o giving it a try.

but... today. things seem alil different.
I appreciate and really love the "never give up" attitude from you.
I thank you for everything tat happen
but whatever happen ytd seems like a very big warning to me
or more like i see myself falling out with her..
i dun wanna turn into a rebellious person
i know im suppose to fight for the things i love
but how can i fight when everything matters so much to me

How can i fight when suddenly it feels like the ending is set.
(the word is feel)
In fact, i dun see a perfect ending from her
They are stubborn ppl to begin with.
Ppl who doesnt change their minds
Its not as easy as you think
I know you will never give up
but.. being in my shoes how would you feel.
I know the answer would be : i will never give up

but.. im different.
probably im not as mentally strong as you
or maybe im just afraid
maybe only i know them best
but i do not know how to put it across

I do not want things to fall apart.
I do not want to hurt them
A happy ending after a long painful journey.
Nope i do not want them to be sad just to get what i want
How many must i hurt to get what i want
thats too selfish
At least for me.
They matter alot to me

I understand where you are coming from
but shes firm with her stand

I need you to understand, whatever happens..
be it good or bad.
happy ending or sad ending
im not like the rest
i will not regret
rather i will thank you for everything that happen

dun live for me. dun live for love
cause your existence matters
and it hurts to knw that if there is no love i would rather not exist ever again

I see where both of us are coming from.