Instax Mini 7S

I want this!! ((:

I hope for a Polaroid camera now.
Its not because everyone is getting it or cause its the IN thing now.

but..
i want it cause im too lazy to look thru my photos and develop any of it. *excuses*
And all my photos are currently in my hard disk.
Actually..
I want to use this to take photos of ppl close to me, the smiles of young children and nice scenery and i want to keep all of it in a nice album.

For my digital camera, i will still continue to spam endless photo in it.

RAR.

I miss film cameras. The excitement of walking into the shop to collect my developed photos and wondering how the photos turn out. and den sorting the pictures out when im back home.

Now, i just throw all my photos in my hard disk.
*touchwood. But if one day my hard disk decides to die on me. Im done for. There goes all my precious photos.

See. thats the good thing of polariod camera! Instant photo! ((: wahahas.

and i see mlb in chronicles. lol.

back to hw102a. RAR.

last lab report done n submitted. woohoo ((:
now, i have to start preparing for my exams.

on a lighter note, bangkok is drawing near. loves.

back to my neglected notes

i dislike the way i think about you.
the way i think when im toking to you.
i cant think str8.
i dislike the way i behave and how emotions can overwhelm me when it comes to you.

i believe you are a challenge given to me
to learn, to grow.
so for that, i thank you (:

I will learn.
learn to control those emotions
learn to be professional
learn to see the better side of you
learn to acknowledge you more
learn to listen to you more
learn to trust you more

even at this moment, im learning.

to you, you and you.
thank you.
I will try my very best. JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU.!

feeling alil bitchy =/

today was a long day. a rather tired and dreadful day.

i think i have problem controlling my temper + EQ in certain situations. I had never been so blunt in my life.

My directness overwhelmed me today.
wrong move.

enough said.

thanks to joanne, xue xin and jonathan! Make my day ended on HIGH note! loves. i need to laugh like this more often. I miss the crazy me.
Thats why i love my friends. They never fail to make me smile
((:

boo. i spend a total of $8.80 on transport today cause blur me misplace my ezlink card. RAR. but.. i eventually found it in my dads car =/

To top it off. i was almost late for class. miss-ed my booth duty (THANKS kang for taking over ((: ) oh. i had to walk one round around my condo cos my access card was tgt with my ezlink, which means i cldnt exit by the back gate. RAR

And i rant and rant.

Meeting mabel, bf and kaz to go JB this friday! seafood dinner! haven seen that babe in ages.
Next would be meeting up with mjc odacians at simpang bedok for dinner on saturday.

loves.
\\

more commitments after exams. i promise.

and did i ever told you. my mum is more anxious den me for my 21st which are MONTHS away cos she is sourcing out the function room for me already. she hasnt stop bugging me about it.
Wells. this is kinda cool. Cos for once i dun haf to plan/organise anything. Thanks Mom! ((:
Downside, i dunno how to get my bf there but since he may not be in sg during that time cos he is gonna be overseas working. den it shldnt be a problem. wahahas =x Right boyfriend? LOL. will see how it goes. maybe.. you can dress up as a waiter and help me out secretly? wahahahahas. ok. im kidding.

but tentatively its gonna be on 4th december! (straight after NTU last paper)
If nt its the following Monday, 7th december.
Come on and party after ur papers! loves.

Oh. and im gonna be in SG for sure. No more air planes on my birthday. Its been long. double loves.

gf was sending me this website for accomodation in hotel in BKK.
I thought its not bad and decided to share it with all of you. so... check it out.!

www.takeanaphotel.com

Its a family run business and the concepts in the room are nice! ((: and to top it all its near to the metro station and its in the city itself! woots.

woah! loves.

gotta get ready for school now! will update again.

Im awaiting for phuket/bali/kelong with FOOT.!
Come on! lets make it true! ((:

Book-ed tickets to bangkok with becca from 28th May - 2nd March. Woots! ((:
and we are going pattaya too!
Exciting exciting.
Cant Wait. Wanna start planning the itinerary but i still got a 214 test this coming saturday. =/ and hs811 wasnt very well done. thats how i feel. Hope all goes well.

AND.. MLB is gonna have a concert this coming 24th April. My last paper is on the 27th April. Sounds tempting. I think i can take a few hours off to watch the concert. Anyone? Wanting?

Ah! Someone please ask me to study! I need to FOCUS badly.
I think its in the genes. I see my own reflection when i see my brother when hes studying. (other den he games whhich i dun but i drama and i blog hop and anything else that comes along)

i miss having a proper social life. cant wait for exams to be over and hols to come. like seriously. den i can meet up with shuclaramel, sljmryk, sujata, sufyan, FOOT- i seriously need to spend more time with them, TREK, MJ odac, becca, UNI clique, aiting jianwen wesley and co...

I wanna do camps with my frens. I wanna RAR RAR. I wanna see the smile on the kids faces. I wanna "grow" but i need a place and familiar frens to start with. i dun wanna go back there.

Randoms

skipped 214 again for HS811. RAR.
1 down. 2 more to go.

This is the craziest week that i have in NTU ever since uni life started. bites.

I need to slow down in life. Dun they look relax and enjoying the moment.

Kids just bring smile and joy into my life. They make me happy.
Look at their red nose! ((:

Happy Birthday, boy! ((:

Hope you enjoyed yourself! loves.

On a side note, i took photo with my fav. band during open house! loves.

if sth major were to happen to you now.

wad will you do? which fren of yours will come to your mind?

Will i come into your mind?

Are names just for show or..
will you be there for me cos its ur responsibility, you have to, or you want to?

dun you wish that you have 1 close gf whom you can bitch everything with. meet up a few times in a week. go shopping with just maybe the 2 or 3 of you. Hang out. Watch movie. Study. Supper. Go backpacking. and at the same time can still lead their own life.

At least i wish i had. Not that i dun have frens close to my heart now. i do. but study, personal life, personal dreams and goals seem to draw us further waay from each other even when we seem to be so "near" each other. Distance sometimes play a part too.

Thus, it makes me wonder.
Sometimes, frens seem to spend more time with their the other halves compare to their frens. i mean its understandable but..

Maybe frens are very important to me. Perhaps even more impt den my bf. sorry bf. tsktsk. =x

okies. im getting all confuse with myself now. i wonder if anyone share the same thoughts as i do. or maybe im expecting too much out of frenship

back to lab report.
but i wish i had a fren like that.