Updates!

Okies. I have all that i wanted under my birthday list! ((: Thanks! loves.

Mel ((:

Sometimes watching a show, makes you feel like living your life like that.
Occasionally, wishing somehow it was like that. how good it would be.

Time to snap out of it.
Cause reality is normally the other way around.

I am feeling alil messed up. not sure whats happening

Updates.

WISH/WANT/NEED LIST

1. Laptop Sleeve
2. A swatch leather watch (kinda know which 1 i want)
(actually any brand of simple and nice leather watch also can, just NO bling bling PLEASE)
3. Ipod Touch
4. Timbuk 2 bag - a nice bright colour?
5. Shopping bag
6. Havianas
7. 2010 Diary
8. Anything PRACTICAL.

RAR. Theres so many movies that i wanna watch.
1. New Moon
2. Ninja Assassin
3. Christmas Carol
4. 2012
5. Mulan

4 down, 2 to go!! ((: loves.

Finally i can relax alilttle.
Pack my luggage and settle the remaining stuff and also study!

So wads your definition of exam?

To me, its suppose to test your knowledege.
Isn't 1.5 hard question is enough to determine the cream of the crop. You dont need the entire paper to be so difficult.
Come On, boost your own students morale.
Dont tell me you wanna stretch our potential to the max. Cause its nonsense. Or at least that's not what is happening to your students.

Afterall, you are professors. you are teachers. you are suppose to educate your students, teach them, impart your knowledge, see them grow and not "KILL" them during exams.
Plus, you were a student before.

Setting a difficult paper defeats the whole purpose.
It only results in more people sinking into depression, committing suicide and prof getting stab.

Just imagine you alr put in your best, studied so hard for it, prepared so well and the moment you look at the paper. you get super demoralize. you panicked. and ta-dah that is the end.

Okies. Not that all the above happen to me but it was based on whats happening to friends around me.

Professors, teachers and teachers to be.
what are your definition of exams?

Updates:

WISH/WANT/NEED LIST

1. Laptop Sleeve (I want a good good one)
2. A swatch leather watch (kinda know which 1 i want)
(actually any brand of simple and nice leather watch also can, just NO bling bling PLEASE)
3. Ipod Touch
4. Timbuk 2 bag - a nice bright colour?
5. Shopping bag
6. Havianas
7. 2010 Diary
8. Anything PRACTICAL.

1 more shopping bag shld be fine with me. RAR. i think.
I'm so not use to typing a wish list.

Come to think of it. i have yet to try eating teppanyaki, @ bedok 81. Hmm more nice hawker food and dessert place. More Seafood. Ohoh! Haven ate at a very classy place before.
I wanna go climbing, wakeboarding. RAR.

okies. Im getting super random.
Thanks to all of you i feel very loved and blessed and happy. Be it with surprises, gifts, the concern, the assurance, the advice. THANKS ((:
Esp grandma and my parents.
Mum and Dad have been super encouraging and assuring ytd after i rant at them.
Plus i kinda gave them a shock cos they thought sth bad happen to me.
Their touch, the pat on the shoulder, the hug, the talk.
They even brought me for a good dinner. And for once after a few years, i can talk to them so frankly and freely. I miss being so close to them. I really miss that feeling. Thanks and loves.

1 down, 5 to go.
RAR.

Hurry End.

I want my birthday to come.
I wanna fly to HK ((:

I finally got to see the menu.
Got response for my balloons too ((:

And my parents are off to bintan again.!

Email Relatives - done
Sending out enquires for helium balloon - done
Attendance - 3/4 done
Catering - In process
Study - Doing
Ranting - Done
Feeling Better - Definitely

Calling WQ - Undone
More studying - Undone
Chasing of bal. reply - Undone
Deco - Any nice soul wanna help me get the deco? if not, 4th dec is crazy shopping

Im feeling so much better with so many things DONE.
Thanks friends for the prompt reply. It really saves me the hassle. ((: loves.

Planning and organising a party can be crazy during the exam period. but.. I will survive! Cos as long as you love doing it, nothing is a dread.

MEL POWER! ((:

This thing you called LOVE.

I see couples in sch, walking down orchard road, family bringing their kids around to play.
I have seen close friends breaking up and getting attach.
I even know some who don't believe in the existence of true love.
Yet, i have met some who are deeply madly in live with each other.

Is who you are with now, your heart's last stop?
How do you know that he/she is your heart last stop?
If one could always find new love after a breakup, when do you know when to trust your heart that it has found its last stop?

Not that i have stop believing in love, but love is such a complex thing to comprehend. maybe.. just maybe.. like wad she say... there's a module more difficult than chemistry.

back to study.

loves,
mel ((:

WISH/WANT/NEED LIST

Heres the WISH/WANT/NEED LIST and DONT NEED LIST. =/
Have been thinking about what i really need and what ya all can get for me.

Conclusion: Not really succeeding. cos i realise i dun rrly need anything at the moment. maybe, i just cant think of it. instead, maybe theres a few want.

So here it goes! and DO LET ME KNOW WAD YOU ARE GETTING FOR ME cos.. i dun wish to receive DOUBLE gifts and waste ur $.

* i will continue to update the list as the days goes by
** Alternatively, you can tell me your budget and i can see wad i want that fits into your budget. Thats if you do not want to crack ur brain and think of wad to buy.

WISH/WANT/NEED LIST

1. Laptop Sleeve (I want a good good one)
2. A swatch leather watch (kinda know which 1 i want)
(actually any brand of simple and nice leather watch also can, just NO bling bling PLEASE)
3. Ipod Touch
4. Timbuk 2 bag
5. ?Going out bag =x
6. ?NUM singlet ?Havianas

DONT WANT LIST

1. Puzzles
(Though i love them but i have gt no more place in my room. booo)
2. Mug
3. Wallet
4. Soft Toy
5. Car Accessories
6. Alcohol
7. PSP/Wii

* I wouldnt mind some accessories but its just that my parents and grandma are getting them for me already. If you wanna change my style and get me 1 of those long long necklace, i seriously wouldnt mind. wahahahhas ((:

More updates tonight.

Till then.

loves,
Mel ((:

i kinda promise my friend that i will put up a WANT/WISH list soon.

Since most of them will be busy studying for their finals, i dun wish to see them cracking their head, thinking of wad to buy for me. So, i will be making this birthday an exception.

But/Though, i would prefer you all to crack ur heads and decide wad to buy for me and give me a surprise bday present.
The joy and excitement of opening up your present, and not knowing wads inside ((: loves.

Till then.

loves,
Mel ((:

Im awaiting for my 21st! Im awaiting to celebrate it with all of you! ((: LOVES.

bitchy.
i think test brings out the worst in "friends".!
seriously i wouldnt mind if i see the effort but i didnt. I didnt even feel it. dun take us for granted. dun take our friendship for granted. i can be nice but that is so much tt i can tolerate. so stop doing this to me! stop destroying what is left of us! RAR!! im irritated with wad has happen.

okies. i feel much better.

and thanks girl for all the concern. i felt it and i acknowledge it! thanks ((: loves!

and you... the stripy !!@#$%^.!!
stop giving tt stupid smile on your face.! stop trying to be nice to ur boss. arsehole.! RAR. SCREAMS!!!!
ok! its not entirely the ~!@#$%^&*!! fault but still...!@#%^*()_+!!!!
period.