Exams are officially over. There are loads of things to await for ((: and i can start doing things that i love.

Met up with roy the day before and did some catching up. Went out with idam ytd to chill and walk around.

RAR. I have to plan my timetable within 2 days. Hopefully, the school will allow me to reg. my subjects earlier since i will in Korea during that time =x
Anyway i was on the bus today when i saw an advertisement that caught my eye. It goes like this:

Breathe in:
Hope
Life Securities
..

Breathe out:
Pessimism
Insecurities
...

How true.!

1 day to meeting my partner for meeting agenda
3 days to meeting the girls and jon for steamboat
4 days to desaru recee
5 days to pelepah recee
6 days to subcomm meeting and meeting kimmie.
7 days to Korea
11 days to MY BIRTHDAY.!

((: loves.

ohoh. I have receive my advance birthday present from "dumb2". Waiting for my actual and more more.. i love my birthday. Most of all receiving wishes and presents from my friends and family. i feel extremely loved on that day. i love feeling loved.
I hope to celebrate my birthday in sg with a BANG next year. ((:

the flashbacks were strong. but i guess its possible to handle. im melissa.

thanks so much for your understanding.
thanks for calming me down and letting me know all wld be fine.
thanks for having faith in me ((:

thanks for everything ((:

rar.
want exams to be over soon.
wanna start doing camps with my frens. i miss those times. ((:

those late night debriefs. cold shower. campfire. eating session with all your friends. late night calls to ur frens when ur stuck in a situation. those kids who never fail to put a smile across your face though they do test your patients at times. learning how to communicate with every single one of them in their way and not yours. learn to understand what they want. see how they grow and change during the 3days.

i can still clearly remember how this boy went into camp not wanting to do anything and he even kick fuss about not wanting to pitch the tent. But in the end, he was one of the greatest help tt i cld get. He and his gang of guy frens. Not neglecting the group of girls who were also there. All they need was just alil attention from us. A sense of resposibility does great wonders. that was wad i learn from you.

those thank yous. those goodbyes. i wont forget every single one of them. those experience make me grow. do you all feel the same way too.?

time to start studying.

you probably wldnt be reading this. but i hope you grow out from the hurt tt u had. dun lose confidence in yourself. you are gonna be fine. ((: lifes short. live it to the fullest. you are a great person.