Back.

AWESOME.
It was a good experience! I wanna be back there again! (: SCREAMS.

I felt so close to nature and it felt good. The companions were just right. Those 5days were super fruitful. I felt super happy. New friendships were being formed.

The waterfall trek was great! The waterfall was beautiful.I could just sit there for hours. It reminded me of ODAC. The leading of trek. Safety officers. hurhur.

The kayaking was fun! I like how my incentives works (: but.. I wanna go thru the more challenging course. And of course, I learn new stuff.

I even got to release a small baby turtle. At the instant when i release it, I felt sad knowing that it probably have only less den 10percent chance of survival. I wonder if it will be able to survive a day out @sea. I wonder how is it now. Is it still fighting for its life? When I was holding it, it was struggling with so much force. I felt its energy within.
But still, Im glad it went back home.

Ghost Buster walk. Ah! The initial part was scary. Total darkness. And the local guides wouldn't stop scarying me. But it felt great when i manage to find my way back. All that was in my mind was just walk. Have faith in yourself, mel (:
Thank you, you for making me go thru this. awesome!

Bamboo plantation. I shall go check it out the next time i'm back. Shall take a look how much it have grown.

Ah! I miss jojo, the monkey.! (: So cute! It likes to hide behind ur shadow cos the weather is HOT HOT HOT. smart monkey!

I miss the camp. I miss the trainers. I miss every single bit of it. And I wanna do better since I have a clearer picture of everything now.
Thanks for all the guidance and the endless shower of love that i feel from every single one of you. Even the local guides.
you make this camp such a memorable one before I leave for Korea.

Most importantly, thanks jeff. W/o you, none of the above would ever happen.

Total loves. ((:

flashforward rocks!
Gonna watch karate kid @MS b4 heading to camp later.

//edited.

Been alil tired
Manage to get my metallic green havianas today. Loves.
Thanks swt! (:

Time is running v. Fast.
I'm pretty much nt prepared to leave sunny sg yet.
But it would probably be a gd break for me (:

I would be away for camp tml
I know I have to decide soon.

A leap of faith?

If every love have their own song
And every song have their own ending.
What would yours be like?

Goodnight!
Time to rest b4 I turn grouchy the next few days because of lack of sleep! =x

Was flipping through my stuff to find a notebook and packing for camp.
When I chance upon the notebook where I wrote notes about PEEP, 4Ts and I re-read it.
There was also a graph on perceived and real risk.

It brought back memories when I first started out.

And Im hoping to learn more during the upcoming camp. And I feel like I would be force out of my comfort zone.
Im still not exactly comfortable with the feeling of not knowing anything and still having to think of what would be happen.
I feel like Im not being prepared enough. Or maybe cause I have not ask enough.
I really do not know.

But still, I will/want to do my best.

Kayaking expedition was something I was looking forward to. Haven been kayaking for a long time. But den, as I listen as he speak that day. It seems challenging and alil scary. And it kinda worries me. And here comes the perceived risk.

"Adventure Leader's responsibility is to provide elements of perceived risk to give a sense of adventure while making sure they are expose to sufficient real risk"

I wonder if that's being done to me!
Alrights! Back to packing! (:

Good day ppl! ((:

I finally placed the luggage in my room!
Time to start packing for korea and camp.
About 2 more weeks! Its gonna pass by in a blink of an eye.

Had class BBQ @ my place ytd.
It was a super gd gathering. I see them laugh, loving the food and catching up.
Though i felt tired at the end of the day it all pays off.

The night ended on a good note even though it was a long wait.
At least not the way I thought it would be.

That dream I had freaks me out.
Not because it was scary but it seem so real. It felt like I was in that exact same situation.
Maybe I shouldn't have shared.

Yes, decisions are what sets us in motion.
Deep in you, your mind knows that its wrong.
But, sometimes you just wanna follow your heart.
Maybe its for fear of regret. Maybe its becos that's wad ya really want. Maybe its for fear of lost.

How many times have you experience this in your life?
What's on your mind? Is it the same as mine?

Out of everything, that has to be my weakest link.

But still, in the midst of everything, I think back and smile.
LYDD, I (:

I heard your inner voice.

19 more days and I will be away from this tiny red dot.
A new chapter will begin.

Met up with gf ytd! (:
total loves.

Tonight newton with trek comm! (:
SMILES.
Love those days that we were together.

Tml. Cableski @ batam with fen, birdy, morris and terence ((:

Woohoo! Exciting week!

PS. Can't seem to start packing my luggage.

SCREAMS.
My hp died on me today after it decided to kiss the ground.
And now tt i got myself a blackberry. I'm not very excited about it.

Instead, I feel like screaming!

My mind is pretty much somewhere else. And I dunno what to do about it! =x

And I came in 6th for Fun Climb and I dun feel woah.

I dun really like what I'm feeling now not because I hate it but this time round its too overwhelming.
I wanna scream out here but the whole world is reading.

Thank you, you.

Humans are greedy. They are never contented. And I'm the same too. Always wanting much more.
But who are you to ask when you can't give.
Many tots came to me.
Somethings are not as simple as just black n white.

My dream.

In the end, I check it b4 i slept.
Though im not truly happy but I will get over with it.

I no longer have to think btw IA and FYP. Thats the good thing.
And since my honours is more or less fixed, I shall make full use of my next semester and hope that i get a nice IA company.

These days are crazy.
I cant find my vans shoes. Been hunting for it. They do not have my size. the closest they have is half size bigger/smaller. It feels like finding a small needle in a haystack (considering tt they dun have a vans outlet in SG)
And now im hunting for my cotton on pants. SCREAMS.
Thanks wanting for hunting it with me! loves.

Ytd was interesting.
Saizeriva at liangcourt is not bad ((:
Did some catching up. We talk nonsense. Watch bungee. laughed etc. Walk so much that it reminded me of the days in MJODAC where I had to walk thru the night and I chiong back to school so I can sit on the ground asap. hahhas

Short term goals do work in a long run.
Here it is:
Clarke quay - Boat quay - Asian Civilisation Museum - Monuments (near raffles) - esplande - helical bridge - Singapore Flyer - F1 Pit Building - Haji land - Bugis - Pub.
After that we cab home. The NIGHT LIGHTS were AWESOME.
And have you noticed that there's a small red dot on almost every commercial building in the CBD area? And that "hush puppies" is used as a logo for safety at construction sites. tsktsk.

Shall end of with some pics! (:


CBD


Drawn by a 12year old ((:


helical bridge


love the colours.

I would be lying if i say im not the least worried.
Be still.

PRAY.

First the Thais.
Now the Koreans.
I'm really crossing my fingers!

12:55 North Korea declares combat alert over warship probe.
by CNA

NO!!
I still wanna go Korea for my exchange!
I dun wanna overload next semester with electives.
Dun spoil my study plan.
I dun want my family to worry for me

But of course, my life is more important.

And it doesn't help that Im gonna transit at Bangkok before I reach Korea.

Was deleting my inbox so Jess could send me a 11M email =x
SUPER BIG file or wad.
tsktsk.

Wells. While I was deleting. I felt like I was doing quite abit of recalling about my life the past 2 years.
There were mails that got to do with FOOT, KSC, Chingay, bangkok trips, NTU ODAC, gatherings and of course r/s.

I re-read some, I thought of some. And I believe if I had the chance to do so once more I would try to change some.

But.. Those mistakes made were meant to make me grow. Make me realise and understand more about things, more about ppl ((:
Those moments that often hurt the most, that I dread the most, that I dun wanna think about, that I wanna drift far away from are those that I learn the most. And as much as I dislike those moments. Im thankful for them. What an irony.

For now, I just wanna experience more.

The past few days had been awesome!
Those laughter, crazy moments.
Even though my legs are feeling sore from the long hours of standing n all. It still feels good.
loves.

Updates soon!

I pretty much dislike being too free.
I feel like I'm wasting my time away.

But.. I dunno what to do.

I want to do something more interesting.

SENTOSA was awesome!
Volleyball, Frisbee, photo taking, slacking ((:

Photos soon!

Now I'm burnt. Had heat rash =x
But still FUN.

Currently, stuck in my air-con room! ((:

I dun understand what led me to this.
but isn't trust and honesty the basis of everything.
why cant 2 person come clean with each other.

respect must be earned not demanded.

I hope it brings a closure to everything.

I think he will get insanely mad with me cause I let it out of the bag.
but but..
Im sorry. I had no choice. I hope you understand, my dearest friend.

My dream

Bring me there ((:
The sea, relax and peaceful life.

Conrad Maldives Rangali Island resort
I wanna go there someday ((:

Crossroads.

" Our Actions,Decisions are what sets us in motion "

Shout out!

WARNING:
THE FOLLOWING PPL ARE ON THE TOP OF MY TO DO LIST. LETS GET OUT AFTER THE PAPERS! (:
(In no order)

-MJ ODAC (EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!)
-AITING
-REBECCA
-JASMINE,CELINA, DIONE, JOANNE, KELLY
-CLARESTA & SHUYI
-WEI LIANG
-JIAN WEN, WESLEY
-JESS, WANTING, FENG. (TELEPORT THE REST OVER!)
-ROY, EUNICE, CALVIN AND CO.

okay. I hope I didn't leave anyone out.
And of course I hope I get to meet friends that I haven been talking to for long. TREK, 9FOOT (:

Finally.

Come to think about it.
When friends ask about the type of partner I hope to have.
They would know that I needed someone who can understand that I needed my own bubble space or you can call it freedom.
And my reply would be "yupp" (:

But then, I also need the attention from my partner. But I do not need it alot either.
I cant have him holding me too tight. But not too lose either. I need my own space.
Of course, I would love him to be crazy over me (Who doesn't?). But I cant have him too possessive.

Some may say that Im picky. Im fussy. Or its hard to find one.
I can never find the proper phrase to describe it. Till moments ago.
Though its such a simple phrase, it totally describe what I wanted, what Im looking for.

"Hold me close but not tight"
-Extracted from Idam's blog (:
The phrase you type is totally what Im looking for all these while. Thanks. And the best part is I can totally relate to it.

So now, my answer would be "Someone who can hold me close but not tight"

super bad day.

PARISS

loves.
I meant the food!
The one @Marina Square.

Went there for dinner buffet with my family.
Seafood! Seafood!
Considering that theres ALOT of seafood and its BUFFET style.
I ate a whole lot of food! Felt so sinful and bloated. But yummy! ((:
My stomach have been working very hard the past 2 days trying to digest everything that I throw in =x

Today gonna watch clash of the titans! =D



G11!
Waiting for the next IT fair to come so that I can get it! And I will fully utilize it during the 2months ((: tsktsk!
Better quality photos. No more shaky and lousy and grainy photos in dim light areas and during the night!
Plus I will continue to learn how to take photos manually. yeahyeah!

Anyone wanna contribute to my G11 fund? hahhas.

And my to do list for the holidays are getting longer and longer and longer ((:

Woohoo!
The queue to JB ytd was crazy but its all worth it! ((:
It was great meeting up with them though I still have yet to get my full story! AHEM!
Lousy storytellers =x tsktsk
The food - UPS
The companion - PRICELESS

Now it's back to work and more work!
With 3 mid terms and 1 lab report waiting for me to conquer them all.

Just 4 more weeks and all is gonna be over! =D
Jiayous people! gogogo!

The past weeks had been madness. Many things happened. Thoughts have been running thru my head.
But thank you aiting, wanting, jessie, dione and rebecca, celina, joanne, jasmine for always being around to pull me out of weird situations / listen to me and sharing their advice. Total loves. you girls make a difference.

Ticket done-ed
Accommodation done-ed
Tau Huay-ed

Woohoo!
Volley ball-ed ytd! ((:
Sentosa-ed. Totally random! But total loves!

Lifes been wonderful.
Yishun dam was so happening last weekend.
Different cliques and types of ppl over there.
From families to friends to couple.

And in an instant.
Suddenly, I realise what I really want and is looking for.

Recently, occasional thoughts of us came to me. Be it how we started, why we started, what we did came to my mind everytime I walk pass something familiar.
Even Couples of opposite race will struck a thought in me.

Not that I'm not over you. But maybe things that are happening in my life just ring a bell in me.
But somehow partly cause of it. I realise what I want.
So yupps!

SMILES ((: Thanks.

If true love is about falling in love with the same person all over again.

Then my true love have got to be the outdoors.

Been drifting too far away from it and here I am wanting to go back again.
This time round are the photos that i saw on the webpage.
I cant wait for the outdoors camp in June.

June, July and August are gonna be so fruitful!
Let May be equally great too! =D

Im falling in love with google maps! ((:

It makes everything so much easier when everything is in a foreign language.
You just have to type what you want to find.
and TA DA! they just plot it out for you!

Total loves ((:

Accommodation more or less settled. Believe it will come to a conclusion real soon.
but Im kind of worried.
Hanging out with a group of friends is a totally different thing from living under the same roof! And with so many different personalities put together. I wonder if we would all walk off the same like how we begin.

I saw how friendships could be strained when close friends live in the same room.
I hope it doesnt happen for us/them!
Afterall, 1 month plus is neither a very short nor long time.

On the other note! We are gonna have a hell of a time! ((:

And finally now.
Im tired of running.
Time to slow down my step. See, look and breathe.

Sometimes i wonder why i still bother!

Overseas camp on 11-15th june! Cant wait! woohoo. Like finally. Thanks jeff for the offer! ((: tsktsk!

Friday hurry over!

I cant pen it down in words.
Not exactly.
Please take a turn.

AND.. Recess week is coming to an end. Don't think I did much. But at least I did things that I haven't exactly been doing.

Alice in the wonderland soon. ((:

Party till the lights went on.
Another crazy day. That is it. NO MORE.

POP was great.
the cheers were awesome. The March was fantastic! ((:
total loves.

Music are my love.
Wednesday is still my number one.

I think im GONE.
Some part of me feel like just telling
But... gosh. i hate this.

030310:

What happens there, stays there ((:
Crazy Wednesday. loves.

let the pictures do the talking:




Though Im having more late nights den usual. More hang outs. More supper.
Being more involved in things I never did like Chingay. But somehow, Im enjoying all of it.
As long as I still remain as myself. I guess the above are fine! ((:
But somehow, I still do miss the outdoors. I still wanna go to Rinjani. I wanna go climbing. I still wanna cable ski. I still wanna...
The correct companions are important.
I wanna go back to do camps. I miss those days.

Maybe like what Rach said. I do am getting happier as the years goes by.

Recently, my close friends are falling out of love. I see how i was like a few months back, when i see them now. Stay strong dears! Things are gonna get better! The best have yet to come! There's more to life! ((:
Of course, there are some others who are falling in love! hurhur. tsktsk. Some fell in love and still falling. sweet. Enjoy every moment of it.

So how have the past 2 months of 2010 been for you?
Mine. Definetly crazy. Way different compared to 2009 ((:

Iyearnforyourattention.

like a small kid, given a candy.
I smile from ear to ear.
Just because of " I want"

you don't know, don't you. but thanks.

studi-ed. Yami yogurt-ed. Manhatten-ed. Bk-ed. Town-ed.
All in one day! ((:

Today:
10 dollar KTV-ing. Crazy-ing.

Okies. I seriously regretted not applying for the 2nd round thinking I cant course match all 4 modules. But yupp. I think my course mates manage to match them since I saw it on coursefinder this morning.

This means Im staying in Sunny Singapore next semester. BOO.

On a lighter note, if my application goes thru for GSS i could be at Korea for a month plus to two. I think I should be happy plus I have Jess with me. What more could I ask for ((:

For everything that happens. I believe there's a reason and bigger plans for me. So what is it now?

SMILE MEL. ALL'S GOOD ((: loves.

yoursmileyoureyessocaptivatingimdrawntoyou

its interesting.

you will never really know
cause i will not say.

youmakemesmile.
you you you and youuuusss.

had fun drinking, lo hey, watching tv, mini celebration with jc odac friends.
awesome. total loves.

Many more appeared. though its just awhile. its the thought that counts! ((: smiles.

Finally home today.
loves.
But its partly cos i fell sick ytd.
ended up i cldnt go to jon's place to mahjong and ban luck. booo.

But i hope they had fun.

My nightlife has been rather active these weeks.
Total madness.
But i'm loving it.! ((:
The companions are great.

And thanks for today and ytd.
I feel loved, as usual.
sometime is taking a turn. At times, i smile. hoping for the better.

MJ odac mates coming over tml!
Excited.! Means i can wwwwiiiiii with them.
loves.

Recess week!!! ((:

Hope things improve or even get better! Come On! =D

chingay over.
feeling tired.
want more rest.
but i got my notes staring at me.
And i will probably stone during jap class tml.

RAR.

gogogo!

I definetly dun feel good about what i know.
I dun like it when i chance upon it.
But i believe it happened for a reason.

Mel, keep moving.

((:

SHUCLARAMEL:


Days been awesome! ((:
I have drawn closer to some friends
Plus, I think I "found" back my friend. Wad else can i ask for.
Jam-ed packed week.
When a window closes, Im sure he will open another for me. Im sure it all happens for a reason =D

Seafood outing tml. Food hunt on Fri. and CNY.
and more gatherings during CNY.
SUPER loves! ((:

Anymore? Hahas!

The past few days were great, including today.
Will post up the pictures SOON =x hahahas.

I have this little secret in me.
Too difficult and weird to be shared.
I dunno how to begin. Dunno what to do.
Not sure if it will happen but.. for now, I do hope so.

Chingay-ed.
Lots of waiting time. But had so much fun taking photos and laughing.
Of course, there were also fun looking at sparks flying around the air between contingents.
And how the process coninues.
Somehow, I like guys who are more daring and initiative but yet not too daring. Of course, "naughty" (: yet mature when the time calls for it and the list continue.

But.. cant post the photos up from chingay yet =x
Rehearsal ended about 11plus.

Now, im thinking whether to go surf and sweat cos my legs are alil sore.
BOO.
But the thought of missing the fun just sucks.
On the other hand, the thought of running with sore legs are holding me back!

Meeting my dearies tonight for dinner.

Someone ask me don't I expect something on the 14th.
I replied "Nope. If something comes along, that would be a plus ((: "

Had a hell of a time ytd! ((:
Wasnt suppose to drink cos i knew i had chingay tml.
But..
Since its Roy's 22nd and everyone was drinking plus celebrating.
I thought maybe i could had SOME.
It started with beer and more beer and den chivas and MORE chivas and MORE beer.

It doesn't help when the drink is too smooth or too well mix.

Shucks. Need to head to school for at least another 10hours of chingay.
and now I'm having a minor hang over.

and there's surf and sweat tml.!
But still, ytd was great, crazy, making new friends, singing, drinking and i definitely wouldn't mind spending days like that once in awhile.

Photos SOON.

The week has been rough.
Everything has been on a down slope lately and at times it makes me sad and easily irritated.
Even parking my car can make me feel lousy and unlucky =x

But thanks for being around, for being my listening ear and instant ranting machine. and checking on me if things were getting better. sending me soothing songs though it obviously didnt match my mood but still, it helps ((: and telling me to be calm and not to get too many emotions involve since i have many things on hand.

swt, jav, wl, alvin, jas, dione and you. loves.

yesh. once again. I rebelled.
2010 has been full of ups and downs. but i believe its gonna turn better.

Not sure if you still read.
you whom I'm eternally grateful for though i did so much that upset you.
but yet, you were still there when I, the selfish one, rant.
you who still manage to knock sense into me and it never fails.
you who chooses to reply me selectively
you whom im not sure if i still have you as a friend
you who still guide me
Im thankful ((:

I wish that cycle could go away.
If theres something that could put our differences away.
If i could be stronger
For some reason, I manage to forget what upset me.

But i will pull thru.

Im fucking irritated by the TAs.

Inflexible, non apologetic and demanding.
Screw them.

RAR!

Tired

Crazy weekends with loads of work undone.

Friday:
Met up with wl for dinner to do alil of catching up.
Caught a glimpse of Thaipusan at PS. So interesting. I never knew that Thaipusan last a few days and that they will walk past PS.
Even more, i didnt know that there was a temple nearby =x

Oh! Im still wondering whats inside the container/bottle/pot?? hmmms.

But still, the day was great.
Keep smiling and jiayou alrights ((:

Saturday:
Chingay chingay from 1pm till 10pm.
Tiring but fun! ((:
Dancing while wearing high heels for 5 hours totally killed me. I complain like a girl girl girl. Till now, my soles feel sore.

Not only that, the corset double killed me. I think Im gonna have a smaller waist after chingay! LOL. With the corset on, i dun really feel like eating. No wonder corset is well use to slim the body.
First, it reduce your waist. Next, it reduce your appetite! =x
So tortuous! My very first and last time with the corset!

Oh! Thanks swt for fetching me to supper and home. Was feeling so hungry after I change out from the corset! wahahahas!

BUT BOO.. This means i cant eat too much for CNY if not i wont be able to fit in the corset -.-

Saturday:
Time to get down to studying and lab reports and tutorial.
Wii-ed just now. Band HERO. LOVES.

Will upload photos of chingay when I get it!
Thanks dears ((:

OH!
DECLARE:

I LOVE FLATS (as in slippers)! ((:

A new addition to the family over the weekends: Wii ((:

Having fun with wii and DDR-ing these few days.!
Wells, schools been hectic with chingay and upcoming mid terms. But i will pull thru =D

Anyway, went to hightlight and cut my hair just now.
Wells, the colour didnt come out the way i want it to be. I wanted something brighter! The colour i use to had.
But alrights. at least i got it coloured =D

Oh! May helped me to do temporary curls since there werent much customers just now.
I kinda like it.
Dad says its not bad. Swt and ada say its nice.

Comments?
If it suits me, i will probably get it done the next time i go to the salon ((:

Thanks.

32.

Currently, Im in an easily irritated mood =x
period.

First lab of the semester.
It was fun when i took jon's marker and doodle and draw on the fumehood.
It was fun when i talk and disturbed jon, celina, dione, joanne.
It was boring when i had to wait 2 hours for the reaction to occur.
It was worrying when we had 3 different kind of solution. clear, milky and even more milky.
It was worrying when the TA didnt really know wad the end product is suppose to be
I was happy when i know that i completed early and only left IR.
It was a headache when IR look completely AILEN to me. Different method you see and no one taught us.
I was happy when i scan my product
I was -.- when my IR spectrum looks super "noisy"
I was -.-!!! when the TA said the ratio of KBr to Sample is not 1:1 cos it means i had to redo.
BUT BUT. I was even more -.-!!!!!!!!!! when another TA decided to tell us we were suppose to do the normal IR and not that.
AND. everyone chiong to do that IR.
Wad CLEAR instructions they have.
Of course, I was happy when i manage to clear up by 330pm and rush for my jap class. loves.

RAR. cramp. screams. roll.

And gf is saying that my blog is getting very emo. so i shall make it happy! ((: HAHA.

31.

I am definitely not having enough sleep.
Each night the whole process just replay.

Its best when my body feel tired and i can get to sleep the moment I am on my bed.

I know
I found
I seen

I need to break from this habit.

Lab tomorrow. Dread lab.
Most dreaded day of the week: Thursday.

YESH YESH! Im here to share my joy cause after camping for 46mins i manage to add my elective though its not cbc801! wonderful!! im happy! ((:

If you could stop asking,
I would be able to stop lying to you.
Im turning into Pinocchio in no time.
I am uncomfortable with it.

Some say do what you feel like doing.
I would say its a selfish act.
Furthermore, I am unsure if that would be good. If that's how it should be

No wonder for 2 nights. I stare at the same message thinking whether to hit the "SEND" button.
But in the end, i hit the "CLOSE" button.

If I could, send me a signal.

oh. chingay chingay. glucose glucose ((:

Give me my electives. Thank you! ((:

I just have to read it.
but its not what you think.
sucks.

First week of school

First week of school... has been crazy and fabulous!!

No more intro lectures that end early. BOO.
Tutorials, Self Reading start flowing in. Im feel like im being force to study now. RAR.

Wells, i manage to catch 2 movies in 2 days. Did you hear about the Morgan and the long overdue.. Sherlok Holmes!
That was LOVE.!
Thanks friends.!! Totally enjoyed the companion and of course, the show.

More movies to come!! Woohoo.!

Saturday.
Went to pick my dad up from the airport! Since i always sleep early im amazed that i manage to stay awake till 3am.! ((:
Woohoo! Without my mum pulling me out of the house, i would probably be sleeping.
Supper-ed with mum at Popeyes!
MEL LOVE POPEYES!

Oh! Did i mention that i joined the Chingay Committee as a treasurer! hahahs!
Went for their practice, looking at them dance ytd!
The Samba Dance instructors are AWESOME! Youthful, FULL of energy and Pretty! The guys performing in Chingay are definitely in for a treat! No wonder they can shake so well! Wahahhahas! =D
After which, we went for our combined rehearsal at PA.
It was my first time looking at Chingay,performance and Not to mention, being part of it! The atmosphere was WOAH! It makes you wanna dance, go crazy, scream and simple just have fun! =D

And And.. I was "persuaded" to dance.
First, i was really hesitant about it, not knowing if i can do it. But.. i think the friends, the atmosphere, the people make all those thoughts disappeared!
Without knowing the steps, i just went for it. Learning along the way.! and i had sosososo MUCH FUN!
Dancing, skipping, laughing 6 rounds around the track was ((:

Not to mention, my glucose =D

Thank you SWT for asking me to join! (: LOVES.

LATER. Dinner out with family to celebrate my bro birthday! =D

Thoughts come to me in the night.
The habits. The use to it.
But i know i will pull thru.

Back from DIRTY, MUDDY, CRAZY, FUN, COLD CAMERAON.!
and "stall-berries".

Had so much with my 2 girlfriends! Miss those days that we trek together! ((: loves.
Baby Irau was a super muddy trek and everyone was trying to get out clean.
The screams, the shouts, the eeeeeee and the aaaahhhh could be heard from every part of the trek. Not forgetting the occasional vulgarities.

Excuse me.
Who say that odac girls are very MAN. =x


But of course, there are those more gung-ho ones who just didnt bother and step into the mud. tsktsk. *salutes.

Me? I was trying to be as clean as i could on the way up but gave up being clean on the way down. LOL.

On the downside, we didnt reach the summit. The guide say we were too wols. End up, our objective was to hit 330pm and we would make our way down before night sets in =x

6th Jan:


Headed to airport to send zQ off to USA.
Come back a happier and crazier zQ! Of course, dont forget to PARTY and STUDY!


7th Jan:

Hang out with girlfriend! had a HTHT! Been about a month since we met up. Oh! dinner at manhatten! this time round i ordered flaming platter for 1.! slurps. yummy ((:


After which, was the usual cam-woring and stupid girl tried to take a sneaky photo of the couple behind me who couldnt stop kissing.

Picture: ME
Background: COUPLE.
FOCUS: COUPLE.

Thanks girlfriend! i loooovvveee yyyooouuu so much!
Hope things will get clearer for you too! hugs. cant wait for our BIG trip!

Elective results are out today and i think i didn't get any. RAR.
Here comes the whole process of add/drop and appealing. Just 1 more semester and it will all be over!! Cant wait.

P.S. Hope you are doing better.

Heading to Cameron Highlands in 7hours! ((:
loves.
will be back on the 5th!
Out of SG and some time off for myself.

Take care.
live well. stay strong. BREATHE.