woohoo.

like in a drama.
it happened.

i was caught by surprise.
wanted to say hi.
but was told its okay.

we saw. we met.
all by chance.
he shout to vent.
my emotions went upside down.

we "talked"
he drink.
wanna to give chase. but my legs stopped me.
i contemplated
thinking whether i would regret

im quite sure part of me did.
but still. i had to do it.
not sure wad would happen if i did.

i believes he misunderstand.
but that's not the whole point.

finally i gave in.
i worried.
knowing that's not the best to do.
how stupid can i get.
take care.
wake up, mel.

and like she reads me.
my mum came in with the sunflower
and said:
" look even after it wither. the stalk is still going strong. it didn't bend. be strong. like a sunflower. be happy. "

//till then.