dont bother to plan. you really dont have to. im gonna be busy and i know it. your thoughts are greatly appreciated.

And when i said that friends come first, it doesnt mean that ur a spare tyre. rar. never mind.

and when i say WHAT. it doesnt mean im piss. its just the way i say it.

I thought you could at least understand/know where im coming from but i guess i was wrong all along. It just seems like everything is all about toleration.
and yesh. the word understand.

Suddenly, i think i probably just dont understand you too.

Birthdays..

Rar!
One of the most important and one of the few things that i always look forward and get excited over once every year.

Birthdays...
I hardly celebrate it in Singapore. I can vaguely remember celebrating once when i was in kindergarten. Twice when i was in primary school. Once when i was in secondary school and once when im in Jc.

And where was i every other year?
1. In the airplane sleeping
2. Overseas
3. Overseas
4. Overseas
5. More Overseas.

This year.. its gonna be the same once again. Overseas. Everyone says: " wah! so lucky ah! get to go overseas during your birthday.!."

yeahs. i know im lucky and its one of the most expensive present that you can get and im nt taking it for granted. but for another time. i just wanna celebrate it in Singapore with all my friends. just imagine how i felt when i was told that i will not be in Singapore during my Birthday.

Thats how much i want to spend my birthday in this small island with all my friends.

school work is piling.! sheesh.
Sometimes, I wonder if im handling my time well enough. Ultimately, studies still come first. oh wells, i will survive ((: ahahahass

The two reasons why i still manage to hang on when im so tired are: friends and music.
I think i draw energy from my friends around me and even strangers. ((:
Have you ever thought where do you get those never ending energy from when ur super drained and tired? Is there anything that actually drives you to go on and move forward?

Music "charges" up my body. If you get what i mean. Does it happen to you?

I miss hanging out with the girls.! RECESS WEEK IS COMING.! Time for meet ups! =P

i feel like climbing. now.

politics
i never like that word but i guess its something you cant avoid. and i see it happening now. Its hitting those around me.
I dont like wad i am now, not being to make a stand. cos for once, i'm not clear about my stand as everything seems right if u look from different angle. I think we should just look at the bigger picture.

I see the issue happening again. I thought things were going to turn out better. its probably my fault to have sacrificed the time that i cld have spend with you on other things. maybe im nt handling all the things well enough. but im sure those things are just not other things. but i guess it works both ways. Our timing just cant fit. And when it does, other factors are being thrown in.

Will you give me your most sincere support.?
I know its difficult and selfish for me to ask for it. I know that i shld put myself into your shoes. I know.. I know.. I know..

Nights.

Argh. Sandfly bites are terrible.

Thanks Sam and korkor for the taiwan montage.
gosh. i miss those 7 days there. It was pure fun! Im awaiting for the next trip. Love ya all.! ((:

Had firelight recee at Ubin today. Everything went well. i suppose. Im awaiting for next week. woots ((: Come firelight, come. hahas. The NDP performance was nice too. the Black knights were great but i still miss the fireworks. I wanna see it real LIVE.

Minds cafe Next... whheeee...

Night Cycling was fun.
Surprise the belated birthday girl during that night ((:

Its good how the girlfriends are drawing closer these days. loves.

Love the Night lights and Breeze.

This week have been crazy.
Whatever that happen-ed haven rrly quite sink into me. i felt like i was filming a movie. but either way it wasnt a gd experience for me. I never imagined that a day like that would happen to me. but i guess its time i have to make a decision. Its time to grow up (like what you said)

Anyway, i'm glad that my girlfriends were there to help me =D love you, darlings.

Sidetrack alil. i just received an email from my lecturer. and the last part goes like this...

See you Monday - I suggest that you dig out your old CBC113 notes and take a quick look through them at the weekend.

argh. i dont like organic chem.
time for night cycling later.