SCREAMS.
My hp died on me today after it decided to kiss the ground.
And now tt i got myself a blackberry. I'm not very excited about it.

Instead, I feel like screaming!

My mind is pretty much somewhere else. And I dunno what to do about it! =x

And I came in 6th for Fun Climb and I dun feel woah.

I dun really like what I'm feeling now not because I hate it but this time round its too overwhelming.
I wanna scream out here but the whole world is reading.

Thank you, you.

Humans are greedy. They are never contented. And I'm the same too. Always wanting much more.
But who are you to ask when you can't give.
Many tots came to me.
Somethings are not as simple as just black n white.

My dream.

In the end, I check it b4 i slept.
Though im not truly happy but I will get over with it.

I no longer have to think btw IA and FYP. Thats the good thing.
And since my honours is more or less fixed, I shall make full use of my next semester and hope that i get a nice IA company.

These days are crazy.
I cant find my vans shoes. Been hunting for it. They do not have my size. the closest they have is half size bigger/smaller. It feels like finding a small needle in a haystack (considering tt they dun have a vans outlet in SG)
And now im hunting for my cotton on pants. SCREAMS.
Thanks wanting for hunting it with me! loves.

Ytd was interesting.
Saizeriva at liangcourt is not bad ((:
Did some catching up. We talk nonsense. Watch bungee. laughed etc. Walk so much that it reminded me of the days in MJODAC where I had to walk thru the night and I chiong back to school so I can sit on the ground asap. hahhas

Short term goals do work in a long run.
Here it is:
Clarke quay - Boat quay - Asian Civilisation Museum - Monuments (near raffles) - esplande - helical bridge - Singapore Flyer - F1 Pit Building - Haji land - Bugis - Pub.
After that we cab home. The NIGHT LIGHTS were AWESOME.
And have you noticed that there's a small red dot on almost every commercial building in the CBD area? And that "hush puppies" is used as a logo for safety at construction sites. tsktsk.

Shall end of with some pics! (:


CBD


Drawn by a 12year old ((:


helical bridge


love the colours.

I would be lying if i say im not the least worried.
Be still.

PRAY.

First the Thais.
Now the Koreans.
I'm really crossing my fingers!

12:55 North Korea declares combat alert over warship probe.
by CNA

NO!!
I still wanna go Korea for my exchange!
I dun wanna overload next semester with electives.
Dun spoil my study plan.
I dun want my family to worry for me

But of course, my life is more important.

And it doesn't help that Im gonna transit at Bangkok before I reach Korea.

Was deleting my inbox so Jess could send me a 11M email =x
SUPER BIG file or wad.
tsktsk.

Wells. While I was deleting. I felt like I was doing quite abit of recalling about my life the past 2 years.
There were mails that got to do with FOOT, KSC, Chingay, bangkok trips, NTU ODAC, gatherings and of course r/s.

I re-read some, I thought of some. And I believe if I had the chance to do so once more I would try to change some.

But.. Those mistakes made were meant to make me grow. Make me realise and understand more about things, more about ppl ((:
Those moments that often hurt the most, that I dread the most, that I dun wanna think about, that I wanna drift far away from are those that I learn the most. And as much as I dislike those moments. Im thankful for them. What an irony.

For now, I just wanna experience more.

The past few days had been awesome!
Those laughter, crazy moments.
Even though my legs are feeling sore from the long hours of standing n all. It still feels good.
loves.

Updates soon!

I pretty much dislike being too free.
I feel like I'm wasting my time away.

But.. I dunno what to do.

I want to do something more interesting.

SENTOSA was awesome!
Volleyball, Frisbee, photo taking, slacking ((:

Photos soon!

Now I'm burnt. Had heat rash =x
But still FUN.

Currently, stuck in my air-con room! ((:

I dun understand what led me to this.
but isn't trust and honesty the basis of everything.
why cant 2 person come clean with each other.

respect must be earned not demanded.

I hope it brings a closure to everything.

I think he will get insanely mad with me cause I let it out of the bag.
but but..
Im sorry. I had no choice. I hope you understand, my dearest friend.

My dream

Bring me there ((:
The sea, relax and peaceful life.

Conrad Maldives Rangali Island resort
I wanna go there someday ((:

Crossroads.

" Our Actions,Decisions are what sets us in motion "