its interesting.

you will never really know
cause i will not say.

youmakemesmile.
you you you and youuuusss.

had fun drinking, lo hey, watching tv, mini celebration with jc odac friends.
awesome. total loves.

Many more appeared. though its just awhile. its the thought that counts! ((: smiles.

Finally home today.
loves.
But its partly cos i fell sick ytd.
ended up i cldnt go to jon's place to mahjong and ban luck. booo.

But i hope they had fun.

My nightlife has been rather active these weeks.
Total madness.
But i'm loving it.! ((:
The companions are great.

And thanks for today and ytd.
I feel loved, as usual.
sometime is taking a turn. At times, i smile. hoping for the better.

MJ odac mates coming over tml!
Excited.! Means i can wwwwiiiiii with them.
loves.

Recess week!!! ((:

Hope things improve or even get better! Come On! =D

chingay over.
feeling tired.
want more rest.
but i got my notes staring at me.
And i will probably stone during jap class tml.

RAR.

gogogo!

I definetly dun feel good about what i know.
I dun like it when i chance upon it.
But i believe it happened for a reason.

Mel, keep moving.

((:

SHUCLARAMEL:


Days been awesome! ((:
I have drawn closer to some friends
Plus, I think I "found" back my friend. Wad else can i ask for.
Jam-ed packed week.
When a window closes, Im sure he will open another for me. Im sure it all happens for a reason =D

Seafood outing tml. Food hunt on Fri. and CNY.
and more gatherings during CNY.
SUPER loves! ((:

Anymore? Hahas!

The past few days were great, including today.
Will post up the pictures SOON =x hahahas.

I have this little secret in me.
Too difficult and weird to be shared.
I dunno how to begin. Dunno what to do.
Not sure if it will happen but.. for now, I do hope so.

Chingay-ed.
Lots of waiting time. But had so much fun taking photos and laughing.
Of course, there were also fun looking at sparks flying around the air between contingents.
And how the process coninues.
Somehow, I like guys who are more daring and initiative but yet not too daring. Of course, "naughty" (: yet mature when the time calls for it and the list continue.

But.. cant post the photos up from chingay yet =x
Rehearsal ended about 11plus.

Now, im thinking whether to go surf and sweat cos my legs are alil sore.
BOO.
But the thought of missing the fun just sucks.
On the other hand, the thought of running with sore legs are holding me back!

Meeting my dearies tonight for dinner.

Someone ask me don't I expect something on the 14th.
I replied "Nope. If something comes along, that would be a plus ((: "

Had a hell of a time ytd! ((:
Wasnt suppose to drink cos i knew i had chingay tml.
But..
Since its Roy's 22nd and everyone was drinking plus celebrating.
I thought maybe i could had SOME.
It started with beer and more beer and den chivas and MORE chivas and MORE beer.

It doesn't help when the drink is too smooth or too well mix.

Shucks. Need to head to school for at least another 10hours of chingay.
and now I'm having a minor hang over.

and there's surf and sweat tml.!
But still, ytd was great, crazy, making new friends, singing, drinking and i definitely wouldn't mind spending days like that once in awhile.

Photos SOON.

The week has been rough.
Everything has been on a down slope lately and at times it makes me sad and easily irritated.
Even parking my car can make me feel lousy and unlucky =x

But thanks for being around, for being my listening ear and instant ranting machine. and checking on me if things were getting better. sending me soothing songs though it obviously didnt match my mood but still, it helps ((: and telling me to be calm and not to get too many emotions involve since i have many things on hand.

swt, jav, wl, alvin, jas, dione and you. loves.

yesh. once again. I rebelled.
2010 has been full of ups and downs. but i believe its gonna turn better.

Not sure if you still read.
you whom I'm eternally grateful for though i did so much that upset you.
but yet, you were still there when I, the selfish one, rant.
you who still manage to knock sense into me and it never fails.
you who chooses to reply me selectively
you whom im not sure if i still have you as a friend
you who still guide me
Im thankful ((:

I wish that cycle could go away.
If theres something that could put our differences away.
If i could be stronger
For some reason, I manage to forget what upset me.

But i will pull thru.

Im fucking irritated by the TAs.

Inflexible, non apologetic and demanding.
Screw them.

RAR!