i never like that word but i guess its something you cant avoid. and i see it happening now. Its hitting those around me.
I dont like wad i am now, not being to make a stand. cos for once, i'm not clear about my stand as everything seems right if u look from different angle. I think we should just look at the bigger picture.
I see the issue happening again. I thought things were going to turn out better. its probably my fault to have sacrificed the time that i cld have spend with you on other things. maybe im nt handling all the things well enough. but im sure those things are just not other things. but i guess it works both ways. Our timing just cant fit. And when it does, other factors are being thrown in.
Will you give me your most sincere support.?
I know its difficult and selfish for me to ask for it. I know that i shld put myself into your shoes. I know.. I know.. I know..
Nights.
Argh. Sandfly bites are terrible.