Back.

AWESOME.
It was a good experience! I wanna be back there again! (: SCREAMS.

I felt so close to nature and it felt good. The companions were just right. Those 5days were super fruitful. I felt super happy. New friendships were being formed.

The waterfall trek was great! The waterfall was beautiful.I could just sit there for hours. It reminded me of ODAC. The leading of trek. Safety officers. hurhur.

The kayaking was fun! I like how my incentives works (: but.. I wanna go thru the more challenging course. And of course, I learn new stuff.

I even got to release a small baby turtle. At the instant when i release it, I felt sad knowing that it probably have only less den 10percent chance of survival. I wonder if it will be able to survive a day out @sea. I wonder how is it now. Is it still fighting for its life? When I was holding it, it was struggling with so much force. I felt its energy within.
But still, Im glad it went back home.

Ghost Buster walk. Ah! The initial part was scary. Total darkness. And the local guides wouldn't stop scarying me. But it felt great when i manage to find my way back. All that was in my mind was just walk. Have faith in yourself, mel (:
Thank you, you for making me go thru this. awesome!

Bamboo plantation. I shall go check it out the next time i'm back. Shall take a look how much it have grown.

Ah! I miss jojo, the monkey.! (: So cute! It likes to hide behind ur shadow cos the weather is HOT HOT HOT. smart monkey!

I miss the camp. I miss the trainers. I miss every single bit of it. And I wanna do better since I have a clearer picture of everything now.
Thanks for all the guidance and the endless shower of love that i feel from every single one of you. Even the local guides.
you make this camp such a memorable one before I leave for Korea.

Most importantly, thanks jeff. W/o you, none of the above would ever happen.

Total loves. ((:

flashforward rocks!
Gonna watch karate kid @MS b4 heading to camp later.

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Been alil tired
Manage to get my metallic green havianas today. Loves.
Thanks swt! (:

Time is running v. Fast.
I'm pretty much nt prepared to leave sunny sg yet.
But it would probably be a gd break for me (:

I would be away for camp tml
I know I have to decide soon.

A leap of faith?

If every love have their own song
And every song have their own ending.
What would yours be like?

Goodnight!
Time to rest b4 I turn grouchy the next few days because of lack of sleep! =x

Was flipping through my stuff to find a notebook and packing for camp.
When I chance upon the notebook where I wrote notes about PEEP, 4Ts and I re-read it.
There was also a graph on perceived and real risk.

It brought back memories when I first started out.

And Im hoping to learn more during the upcoming camp. And I feel like I would be force out of my comfort zone.
Im still not exactly comfortable with the feeling of not knowing anything and still having to think of what would be happen.
I feel like Im not being prepared enough. Or maybe cause I have not ask enough.
I really do not know.

But still, I will/want to do my best.

Kayaking expedition was something I was looking forward to. Haven been kayaking for a long time. But den, as I listen as he speak that day. It seems challenging and alil scary. And it kinda worries me. And here comes the perceived risk.

"Adventure Leader's responsibility is to provide elements of perceived risk to give a sense of adventure while making sure they are expose to sufficient real risk"

I wonder if that's being done to me!
Alrights! Back to packing! (:

Good day ppl! ((:

I finally placed the luggage in my room!
Time to start packing for korea and camp.
About 2 more weeks! Its gonna pass by in a blink of an eye.

Had class BBQ @ my place ytd.
It was a super gd gathering. I see them laugh, loving the food and catching up.
Though i felt tired at the end of the day it all pays off.

The night ended on a good note even though it was a long wait.
At least not the way I thought it would be.

That dream I had freaks me out.
Not because it was scary but it seem so real. It felt like I was in that exact same situation.
Maybe I shouldn't have shared.

Yes, decisions are what sets us in motion.
Deep in you, your mind knows that its wrong.
But, sometimes you just wanna follow your heart.
Maybe its for fear of regret. Maybe its becos that's wad ya really want. Maybe its for fear of lost.

How many times have you experience this in your life?
What's on your mind? Is it the same as mine?

Out of everything, that has to be my weakest link.

But still, in the midst of everything, I think back and smile.
LYDD, I (:

I heard your inner voice.

19 more days and I will be away from this tiny red dot.
A new chapter will begin.

Met up with gf ytd! (:
total loves.

Tonight newton with trek comm! (:
SMILES.
Love those days that we were together.

Tml. Cableski @ batam with fen, birdy, morris and terence ((:

Woohoo! Exciting week!

PS. Can't seem to start packing my luggage.

SCREAMS.
My hp died on me today after it decided to kiss the ground.
And now tt i got myself a blackberry. I'm not very excited about it.

Instead, I feel like screaming!

My mind is pretty much somewhere else. And I dunno what to do about it! =x

And I came in 6th for Fun Climb and I dun feel woah.

I dun really like what I'm feeling now not because I hate it but this time round its too overwhelming.
I wanna scream out here but the whole world is reading.